Silence of the Mind 

The silence of the mind is a dangerous place that Haunts me.
In the silence my mind reminds me of all my flaws and insecurities.

It makes me face all the demons, I strive so hard to hide.

It lulls me into a trance with all the things that can never be.
The silence of the minds scare me with it’s truth. 

The truth that I choose to run from and the truth I have met yet.

The silent mid weeps for the pain of the past; numbs the pain of the present, and quietly anticipates the pain to come. 

In its silence the pain is real and unbearable. 
In the silence of the mind I am FREE. 

I am free of my worries.

for that brief moment the problems that keep me awake at night no longer exist. 
The silence of the mind is like a hypnotic drug.

It tantalizes me with the illusion of the happiness I can’t have,

It wraps around me and consumes me with every possibility.

Then when I am on the cusp of believing the lies it tells me.

It takes them away and leaves me in the despair of my own reality, 
In the silence of the mind I may have times of peace but the silence of the mind can never bring Happiness. 
~Marley Fox

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